Into the Void
2. I went to Minor's cross country banquet and I got the sense I am getting more mature because I was able to see the really good parts (the coach gave an excellent overview of the season and had something nice and specific and positive to say about every single kid on the team (all 60) so really well done) and the not-so-fun parts (being at an event where I knew no one and no one knew me and felt very alone and awkward and the end when they let some of the kids start giving speeches when I really just wanted to go home and Minor being a typical 14 year old who acts like I have the plague). And not let the bad parts taint the whole experience. Like seeing the good and bad simultaneously. Sort of anti-'all or nothing' which has been my MO for half a century.
3. I put up my little table top tree. 2 strands of lights and about a dozen ornaments but it's done. One strand of lights on the balcony. 3 nutcrackers in the windowsill and a strand of lights by my bed and my blinking reindeer antler headband and Santa hat so Christmas is on.
4. Thank you to everyone who said nice things about me in the holiday meme. I am saving them in my inbox for the dark times.
More fun with Ryua.



